As my title states, I have plenty of things to do. i could start on that outline for reading. I could make flashcards for Assessment. I could do my giant amount of graph paper math homework. I could do paperwork, or clean, or polish my nails because the polish is chipping. However, all I want to do right now… is nothing. Or … not really nothing, but just simple things like make my lunch and read my book.
I just started reading The Time Traveler’s Wife again. I love this book. This book is beautiful and gorgeous and I absolutely adore in a way that I cannot fathom. I read it and the words almost sing to me. That’s how much I love this book. It also comes with some of my favorite quotes such as ” My apartment is basically a couch, an armchair, and about four thousand books.” This quote is just… in a way, so picturesque without having to try. I can easily imagine it. A small place with a green velvet couch, a maroon colored armchair with coffee stains on it. There are literally thousands of books. Some on shelves, others stacked in piles on the floor. Some hide underneath the chair and some lean on the legs of the couch. It just sounds perfect to me.
Back to my unwillingness to do things. I can’t tell if it’s the mono, the February Blahs, or just being lazy. I just a math response so I feel a little bit less like a bum. Now I need to make lunch and probably take a nap somewhere in there before I dive into the huge amount of homework that’s waiting. It’s not huge, but I would rather start it now before things start getting crazy.
What I’d really like to try to do today is finish the first chapter of a story I started over the weekend. I think I might be able to now, I just needed a little push or so. Hopefully I will post it up here and see what you guys think. But first, I need to send it off to my editor (Bass Man) to see what he thinks. It’s been a while since I’ve concretely tried writing anything. I just end up feeling so bad about not finishing shit….
I would like to admit that I think I made the greatest playlist ever. It just went from Chasing Cars to The Final Countdown. I love it 🙂
Alright, so more on my rants, I really want some money to buy new clothes from Modcloth. I am not usually in the mood to buy new clothes, but they are so cute. There’s this sweater with the word lover on it in a little red heart. Then there’s a red cotton skirt that would go with it along with some tights and my chucks. There there’s these high rise jeans that look absolutely banging, that I could wear with the white polka dotted shirt or the black one or the green and yellow plaid. Don’t get me started on the shoes, there’s a gray pair with subtle little faces on them and a yellow and white striped pair of flats and I want it all. It’s really pricey though and I am ranting.
I think it’s time for lunch and nap. Be back in a while, perhaps with a story or a poem!