Oh noes! I missed a day! AHHH
That sounds insincere, even in my head. I am sorry you guys, today was my frist day of break and I should have posted. That sounds better.
I was in a great mood an hour ago, maybe even less.
Stupid Hockey (my roommate, not the sport).
Why am I swearing at her? Well, let me begin.
I gt back from class and started watching Digimon on Youtube. I just wanted t find something to mindless to do for a bit. I was really tired and really out of it, so watching videos seemed like a good idea. So I hear her come home and I just pretend to sleep. I was feeling introverted and just wanted to be alone. She stopped by later, bugged me a little, then left. I fell asleep and got ready cause…
ABEL AND TECH SPECS VISITED!!! It was super nice that they came up, it made me really happy to see them. I made spice cake, we talked, we went out to dinner (sans Hockey) and got back, played video games and watched Pitch Perfect. They just left and they made me really happy.
You know who doesn’t make me happy?
Every time people are over, she has t be in the room, in the middle of everything. Not in a polite way either. She has to be right up in your face about everything. She’s a bitchy brat and she acts like this only around guys. She stares at my boyfriend, she flirts with my guy friends, and she basically makes me look bad.
Now, I can make myself look bad just fine. It’s nto that hard, I have flaws. But she calls me crazy and weird and points out every thing that could be construed as different and turn it around so that it looks horrible. She’s awful. She makes me feel horrible about myself. I only have a few more months of living here, I can do this.
She just makes me feel awful.
To top it off, usually my boy is here to cuddle and sleep next to me. However he had a late day and an early one tomorrow for work, so I told him to stay home. I miss him and his warmth and good feelings. He doesn’t like Hockey either.
Why am I still hungry, I don’t know…
Maybe I’ll have some pears.
Pears are tasty.
She’ll be at work tomorrow. Hopefully for a very long time. I”m not usually alone with her, but Azure and Amy are gone for a few days so I can’t lean on them for support. I just want her to understand that as part introvert, I like to be alone. I don’t need her to talk to me…
I really want my by here.
Cause I just really want a hug now.
Ok, no more whining. I am going to make myself a snack. I’m going to read more of Game of Thrones. I’m going to take my melatonin and then I am going to sleep. When I wake up tomorrow, I am going t have a god breakfast, and I am going to have a good, stress free day.
Let’s do this.